I write this a week after returning from two weeks annual leave. I have been wondering whether it might be an idea to give newer clients a hand-out to read prior to planned breaks so that they have a idea of how a therapist having a break might impact on a client. Most clients do not appear to be adversely affected by my having time off and I always do my absolute best to give as much notice as possible. Some clients value having a bit of a breather. However, during any holiday I take, some clients might be impacted negatively and although it might seem clear that clients with attachment issues and complex trauma would have more chance of being impacted, it is not always obvious to me who might be affected and in what way. It might not even be clear to a client that they are being impacted by their therapist's absence so open and honest dialogue is important and, on the part of the therapist, an awareness of this being a possibility.
Occasionally, a client might be so impacted that they withdraw from therapy completely without giving themselves the chance to learn and grow from the experience. I would venture to say that of the few clients that have disengaged from therapy without prior discussion this is more likely to happen following my absence. Of course this might be that time out from therapy has given the client enough space to decide that it doesn't seen to working for them but I strongly suspect that this is not always the case.
The importance of self-care for therapists
I very much value and enjoy the work I do but it can sometimes be emotionally depleting, especially if one is a busy, full time therapist and/or if dealing with serious trauma work. Taking time out from being a therapist is paramount for many reasons:
Avoiding burn-out - a therapist with burn-out who then has to take time off with stress might result in unplanned breaks which for clients are almost always much harder to deal with than planned breaks.
To regain a healthy perspective - this is particularly true when dealing with issues such as childhood sexual abuse and complex trauma. These are areas where even the most positive thinking therapist might start to view the world with a somewhat negative outlook, finding ourselves immersed in the darker side of what human beings are capable of. This can be one of the warning signs of burn-out and a reason why self-aware therapists will cap the amount of trauma work they take on as well as taking adequate breaks.
To spend quality time with friends/partners/children/family - important for almost all people, no matter what their job or lifestyle.
To have some alone time - also important for most people, perhaps particularly for the more introverted therapist *holds hand up*.
Modelling self-care - how can we expect clients to learn to value themselves and honour their personal requirements for self-care if we don't do the same by not taking adequate breaks?
Taking time out for other work related tasks - as a self-emplyed therapist I run my own business, update my own website and social media accounts, do my accounts and like all therapists, regularly engage in Continuing Professional Development such as workshops, reading, research and occasionally writing articles such as this. Due to my working full-time and having family commitments, I do not have much spare time to catch up on the admin side of the role.
I asked for therapists and people who are/have been in therapy to share any comments they had about the topic.
Comments from other therapists via my Twitter post
I know I NEED breaks, that it would be unethical not to have rest time, but it leaves me a bit uneasy.— SissyJupe58 (@SissyJupe58) August 29, 2017
and is this as a client or therapist?— Amanda Williamson (@Amanda_Exeter) August 29, 2017
As therapist. As a client I enjoy breaks! Ironic.— SissyJupe58 (@SissyJupe58) August 29, 2017
I think it's important to have regular breaks - it models self care to clients and gives them a chance to see how they get on without you.— Laura Hollywood (@counsellorlaura) August 29, 2017
Regular breaks and as much notice as possible - with new enquiries I flag up breaks in advance too. Reminders leading up to breaks too.— Úna Cavanagh (@CounsellorUna) August 29, 2017
A therapy client's point of view (sent via my Facebook page)Planning & awareness of those breaks helps shape the work, develop resilience— therapy-space-uk (@therapyspaceuk) August 30, 2017
I was kindly sent the following by somebody in therapy in response to my question about the impact of holidays:
I've seen many therapists and a flash point for
me is always when they have long breaks e.g. the summer holidays etc. Although
I am completely aware that all good therapists need to have breaks and look
after themselves I find it so hard to reconnect with them after a break and
this is often the time I chose to bail on them and not return to sessions. I find
it very hard to bond with people, especially professionals, and find that a
long break just makes me shut down and then I don't want to go back. Want is
probably not the best choice of word.
The first time my current therapist, who is by
far the best I've seen, was going to have a month off for summer she said 'While
I'm on holiday can I ask you...' and I finished her sentence 'Can you ask me not
to contact you as you need family time, you are a professional with boundaries
etc' and I had that sinking feeling that it was all about to go wrong for me. But to my surprise she said 'Nope, can I ask you that if shit and fan collide
please get in touch and we can have some communication?'. Because she had said that I didn't freak out,
feel trapped, or indeed contact her, I
think because I knew I could and I didn't feel rejected.
During the Christmas break I miscarried my IVF
baby and I emailed her and we did meet up, her suggestion not mine, and that
was so helpful. I know if we hadn't been able to I wouldn't have been ok about continuing sessions after Christmas.
I do completely understand therapists need
holidays and breaks and probably need more than most! Clients, me included, can
be very selfish and see long breaks as rejection or as a wobble in therapy and
previous to my current therapist I couldn't then reconnect with them as they
had laid down tight professional boundaries which were inflexible and made me
feel 'controlled'.
Therapy is so intense , I see mine twice a
week, and a break of a month is eight sessions and that seems insurmountable
when you're in a mess!
Somebody else commented:
I really appreciate and value that my counsellor takes around a month off in the summer. Showing her commitment to self care and always well prepared for.
So as therapists it is important that we:
And for clients:
I really appreciate and value that my counsellor takes around a month off in the summer. Showing her commitment to self care and always well prepared for.
So as therapists it is important that we:
- Take adequate breaks from the work
- Give as much notice as possible to clients about breaks
- Be aware of the potential impact of our breaks and introduce a discussion with our clients around the topic before and after
And for clients:
- Be aware that it is normal to be impacted by breaks so don't judge yourself negatively
- Bring any uncomfortable feelings about breaks to your therapist. If you don't feel able to talk about this with your therapist then maybe this isn't the right therapist for you
- A good therapist will welcome discussion around any impact on you. It can be a valuable part of your process, particularly if you have struggles around trust, attachment or abandonment.
Please leave your thoughts in a comment below. I value feedback and we can all learn from each other.